My mother-in-law, who lives next door, texted me to let me know that seven cars on a neighboring street were broken into last night and the stereo systems from all were stolen. We just put a new sound system into our car and I'm worried. We don't live in a bad neighborhood but there is a "bad" side; the street that was hit was on the good side where we are. Sorry if I offend, but the bad side is populated by "gangsta" blacks and white trash. The good side is populated by more affluent whites and blacks.
Anyway. The sound system...well, that can be replaced. I HATE thieves but I'm not going to risk bodily harm to protect something that can be replaced. Problem is, our little puppy is STILL asking to be let out every hour and we don't have a door that opens directly into the backyard. I have to go through the kitchen door, in the carport where both cars are parked, and through the back gate. I'm worried because my hubby worked last night and was up all day. He's pretty much out for the night unless I scream, in which case he's known to get up and grab the shotgun. I'm out there by myself.
I've taken my revolver with me when I take the puppy outside, and the little poop hasn't gone potty a single time I've taken him out in the past three hours. It makes me jittery because I have to watch him and take my attention away from my surroundings, if only for a moment. I'm getting so irritated at him for dragging me outside just to romp and eat bugs instead of using the bathroom, I've considered shutting him in the crate for the night and just dealing with whatever mess he makes in the morning.
I'm genuinely wary of being outside right now, at night, when robberies happened just a street over from us last night, even if I'm armed. Having to watch this bouncy puppy while trying to keep a watchful eye out is just stressing me out.
I'm not really looking for advice, I guess...I just needed to vent some of that fear and frustration between ventures outdoors. It's a shame that people cannot feel safe in their own homes and yards because someone thinks it's okay to take what's not theirs. Then again, that's the thing that drove me to buy a gun in the first place, and is why I am taking my CHL course when I'm 21. If I felt safe all the time I wouldn't take my protection as seriously.