And glad to see you can look at the situation as an opportunity to learn.
Someone on this very forum once said something that has stuck with me for years.
"Loaded guns don't bother me. UNLOADED guns scare the
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I have since seen the wisdom in that line of thought. Every gun I have is always loaded unless i'm 1) reloading it or 2) working on it. There has never been a moment of doubt in my house since I started doing that.