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I'm having a political heart attack. Let me die. I already died before. I went to Iraq. I died when my wife cheated on me. I died when a mortar round landed a foot from me. I died when an IED killed my friend. I died when my brother was blown up four times[he lived]. I died when I was sent home and I got to see the wife that cheated on me. I'm still alive after being denied a job. The people that denied me a job are still alive. What can I say?

Having to find records that might not even exist, because I was a Private in training and because I was assaulted when I was Staff Sargent makes me 'GOOSE STEP'. I hate this process with my whole heart. Cheerios can't save me now.

Seriously, I feel like I have to be Goose Stepping in order to get my CHL. My right to defend myself and my family is a decision that gets to be made by some people far away. OK?